The Yellow Sparrow Memoir of a Transgender - Paperback

by Khurai Khurai (Author)

Santa Khurai was seventeen when she decided to start dressing like a woman.

Born male, she had always believed herself to be female, and she claimed her

feminine identity fiercely and openly. Her bold act of wearing dresses and makeup

in public brought down upon her the wrath of her father, insults and ridicule

wherever she went, and, frequently, beatings at the hands of the armed forces

who are a constant presence in her native Manipur. The humiliation and physical

attacks did not deter her. In her words, 'My desire to be a woman, a beautiful,

fashionable woman, was so strong that I was not afraid of challenging anything

that came in the way... I felt that I could bear anything but I could not live like a

man.'

The price she has had to pay is high. Knocking on doors for a job, she found that

most times, no one would employ her because of the way she looked. When she

eventually found success as a make-up artist, with her own beauty parlour, the

stress of her struggles sent her spiralling into drug abuse and penury.

Fighting her way through these troubles, she became involved with the

transgender movement, and in 2010, she was appointed Secretary of the All

Manipur Nupi Maanbi Association (AMaNA). Since then, she has worked closely

with AMaNA and its sister organization, Solidarity and Action Against The

HIV Infection in India (SAATHII). Today, she is at the forefront of the LGBTQ

movement in Manipur, travelling the world to speak for her community.

Santa Khurai has known the heartbreak of an abusive marriage with a

heterosexual man, and the joy of adopting a son; the highs and lows of

international recognition and disownment by her own family. Through it all,

she has remained true to herself, and refused to be broken. Her story is an

inspiration for all humanity.