{"product_id":"finding-me-dissociative-identity-disorder-from-creation-to-integration-paperback","title":"Finding Me: Dissociative Identity Disorder from Creation To Integration - Paperback","description":"\u003cdiv\u003e\u003cp style=\"text-align: right;\"\u003e\u003ca href=\"https:\/\/reportcopyrightinfringement.com\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"nofollow\"\u003e\u003cb\u003eReport copyright infringement\u003c\/b\u003e\u003c\/a\u003e\u003c\/p\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\u003cp\u003eby \u003cb\u003ePhoenix J. Moffett\u003c\/b\u003e (Author)\u003c\/p\u003e\u003cp\u003eThis was not meant to be a book. When I was a child I knew there was something different about me, but I didn't know what it was. I knew it had to be a secret because if anyone found out about it, I would be trouble. I thought of it as different \"levels\" of myself. I got into therapy to help my teenaged daughter. Who knew I would get help too! My therapist understood immediately when I told her that I had \"levels.\" I was diagnosed with Multiple Personality Disorder (now known as Dissociative Identity Disorder), and learned they are called \"alters\" rather than \"levels.\" There are four alters: the \"Infant Center of the Universe\" was a tiny baby; a \"Little Girl\" who was the keeper of the secrets; \"andrew,\" a preschooler who lives in the moment without thought of consequences; and the \"Shadow.\" I was terrified of the \"Shadow\" because I thought it wanted to kill me. My therapist suggested I get a journal to work in while we dealt with this disorder. After each session I thought hard about living with this disorder so I could convey it in a way my therapist could understand. Working on the journal was difficult and painful at times, but it became a journey to peace, understanding, and healing for me. I never intended for anyone other than my therapist to see the journal. The alters are integrated now, and we are all working together. I recently showed my journal to several doctors who were working with me, and they all told me that I needed to publish the journal as a book. They said it would be a great teaching tool, because there is nothing like it available now. So...this book is that journal, unedited and unaltered.\u003c\/p\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eNumber of Pages:\u003c\/strong\u003e 84\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eDimensions:\u003c\/strong\u003e 0.31 x 11.19 x 8.58 IN\u003c\/div\u003e\n            \u003cdiv\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003ePublication Date:\u003c\/strong\u003e October 28, 2008\u003c\/div\u003e\n            ","brand":"BooksCloud","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":47566510555389,"sku":"9781438904719","price":57.47,"currency_code":"USD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0817\/3414\/0157\/files\/bXR1K25WbUZHMjJJWFE2S2VqTDVndz09.webp?v=1779540848","url":"https:\/\/booktolia.com\/products\/finding-me-dissociative-identity-disorder-from-creation-to-integration-paperback","provider":"booktolia","version":"1.0","type":"link"}